Sometimes when we're going through things in life we always wonder where God is. The days when we feel like giving up. I remember back when I was going through a hard time in my life. I was a freshman in college and the doctors told my mom she could not work anymore. I begin to worry because I knew how this would hurt our family. I didn't like the fact that we had to move and that everything was happening so fast. That year was tough. As I was going through this I question myself and asked where is God and why is he causing me and my family to go through this. I did not understand, Everything seems to be perfect. But a trip to the doctors office changed it all. I often wondered where God was and when was he going to show up and fix everything. At this point in my life my relationship with God wasn't where it is today. I remember that same month I went to a Christian Summit and I remember the lady speaking. She said having a relationship with God and spending time with him is important. The next day I downloaded the bible app and started reading it in the morning before I went to class. Reading the bible helped me get a better understanding of why I was going through what I was going through. That's when I realized during this trial God was with me he was just quiet. I remember my pastor saying that "the teacher is always quiet during the test." God was testing me to see if I would trust him to bless my family and I. I don't where I would be with Him.
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